It is only fitting that I write about the one person who has been my inspiration, my late brother.
It's been more than a year, I still don't know how to deal with it and I don't know if I will ever be. Because it still hurts. I still feel the pain. A lot of pain.
He was the most amazing, kind-hearted man I have ever known. And definitely was my biggest fan.
No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye. It happened so quickly, I didn't think it was real.
I miss his laugh.
I miss his hugs.
I miss everything about him, even his stinky socks.
My heart still aches in sadness, because the reason for losing him will never be known. But, I know in my heart that you are there, protecting and guiding me through.
Until we meet again.
You are forever in my heart. I love you.
J Alexandra
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Anchorage, Alaska